Thinspo Videos

I think I am going to make a Thinspo Video series. I have already made one movie. (See "My Thinspo Videos" on the Sidebar) Its Indie Rock Thinspo. I set it to the song "Skinny Little Wrists" by Tallest Trees from their Album "The Ostrich or the Lark." It had several motivational, inspirational quotes along with the thinspoirational pictures and the music. It only took my 4 hours so It's not GREAT, but I like it a lot.

Making such videos takes time to make them look good, so I think its a great way to keep yourself distracted from eating. Its even better than replying to EVERY thread on a Pro-Ana Forum... which, by the way I have done. Anyway, I may be making more videos in the future, so I will update when I am making another one. Whether ir not this will become a series depends on how much time I have for them, and how popular they are. So, please, watch the video and give me your opinion.

Sort of Fasting

I'm currently fasting. . . -ish. I I can't drink coffee black, so I had to add unsweetened almond milk. Its 35 Calories per cup. I used 2 cups which adds up to 70 Calories. I also took Benefiber tablets, which add another 45 calories (but 9 extra grams of fiber to help remove fat from your system.) That's all the calories I am going to have though. I also took some metabolism-boosting, appetite-suppressing, vitamin supplements.

I have also decided that I am going to take my sister's dog on a walk every day! We have a track in my neighborhood, and today, I took her out walking for a little over 2 miles. Problem is, the dog got all thirsty halfway through the walk, and the poor thing wanted to lay down. So I finished off a bottle of white tea and used it to pour water from the park fountain into a pop-up dog dish that I had in my bag. Next time I think I will bring an extra bottle of water in case we're not right next to a water fountain when she gets thirsty.

But anyway... I have found that dog-walking is an EXCELLENT way to get in extra exercise even when people are suspicious that you exercise too much because you can say walking the DOG. so the DOG gets exercise. That makes the DOG the focus of the attention. But that is just a bonus.

White tea. Less caffeine than green tea, but more antioxidants. And, when in a colored water bottle, less suspicious. (My school only allows water in classrooms. White tea is barely colored, so I can get away with it easily.)

As an update to the Beauty School, I have been working on the meal plans today. So far, things are looking GREAT. check out what I have so far at www.skinnie4evur.webs.com

Beauty School

I have come across many "Beauty Schools", "Academy of Anas" and the like, and I think they aren't far off. Yes, there is something to be said for the classic diets. But having a network where everyone in the "school" is accountable to everyone else, That might be our best idea yet. I am going to be doing some work on a pro-ana beauty school. I simply need to accumulate participants. After all, you can't have a school without having anyone enrolled. I plan to keep you all posted. You can see what I have gotten ready so far at: www.skinnie4evur.webs.com

A Book of Beauty

I think I am going to start a Thinspo book. I'm not exactly sure what I will be putting in it really, since the color cartridge in my printer is broken. I might could still put a few pictures in it, but its most likely going to be majorly quotes, poems, and... well... wordy things. I collected a lot of pro-ana poetry from pretty thin and other sites while I was working on my "understanding" poetry project for English class last year, and I kept most of them in folders. There were drawings to go with some of the poems, and so that's at least a start. I really have no idea what I am gong to do with this. I'm sort of... drawing a blank. the main thing is to get started though, and things should flow smoothly from there. I just need to get SOMETHING started to keep myself preoccupied as I will be fasting until I can find a buddy to do the ABC Diet with me. I'll update you all on how it's going later. Maybe I'll even post pictures of my thinspo book? Who knows.

French Affair

I have a Product Recommendation! YAY!

As many of you may have noticed for yourself, when restricting, and losing weight, sometimes your nails can turn sort of a blueish tint. Even if you have not experienced this for yourself, You may have noticed many websites and blogs warn of this little quirk of having an ED. But never fear, nail polish is here!

Yes, you can always just paint your ails to hide the blue color, but personally, I find it very helpfully triggering. So I like to only mask it a little, not completely cover it up. How does one manage this? Simple. Try giving yourself a french mani/petti. this lets a little of your original nail color show through the polish. Best color ever? Essie "French Affair" Nail Polish in NICE is Nice Purple. I love this color to the moon and back because since it is purple, you can blame the bit of blueish color left on the purple polish, but you really know its from your ED. Trust me, this makes me feel really powerful. Plus, when you take off the polish, You can blame the bluish color on the color staining your nails, even though Essie nail colors are really good about not staining.

One Problem: The French Affair Collection is being retired soon, so hurry and stock up! You can find Essie nail lacquer at most local drugstores in the cosmetics section, and you can ALWAYS find Essie at Ulta. I love that store. I could live alternating between Ulta and Starbucks, and just set up a tent. Oh yeah.

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